Lost

It's a losing fight

typing late at night

mustering up the might

to do it all right

It's a painful war

defeats felt to the core

what is all this for?

it was all fun before

it's a burning desire

cackling like devious fire

balancing on a thin wire

can I get any higher?

it's wanting to know

to know all there is to show

to accumulate and grow

all happening too slow

It's being totally lost

regaining at a cost

that line has been crossed

I bear my heavy cross